Well it's been 2 months since my last post and much has happened: Christmas; Kids' Mission; Summer Holiday; beginning of a new year at work.
As is the case with poorly controlled bipolar disorder, nothing has been easy. I have damaged friendships; not looked after myself as I should; felt distant from God; and I have given up the children's ministry which sustained me for so long.
I have been jealous when I should have been rejoicing, and selfish when I should have been loving.
I am lonely even amongst the love of family and friends, and I am broken even despite the healing power of our great God.
Where do I go from here ???
